Fear is an illusion, albeit a persistent one
If there is anything you are not attempting in life that you are interested in (sparks your curiosity), its a sure bet fear is at the bottom of it. You will always find an excuse if you are looking for one. It does not matter how busy you are, how depressed you are, how hurting you are, you can take steps in the direction of what you are interested in, what makes you want to live! Even if its only 15 mins a day, just tasting what moves you will make you want more. Yes you will feel fear, yes you will feel nervous, it might even turn into anxiousness, yes it will be uncomfortable, yes your mind will come up with every reason not to do it. Yes it will be worth it, more worth it then anything ever before. Yes these uncomfortable feelings, these negative thoughts will slowly disappear. The beauty thing about wanting something bad enough is you will jump into it even with these thoughts and emotions, you will soon witness a vanishing act of fear and you will be immersed in the love of the moment, because you chose what felt right to you. Sometimes we are scared even to consider and contemplate what feels right because we know or unconsciously know fear will follow before we take action. It is a human tendency to feel fear about anything we are unsure of, that of which is an unknown experience to us, its normal and will not last if we continue to take action. Continue to move forward into the unknown of what sparks your interest and soon you will come out the other side wondering what took you so long. And Yes! you will know, fear is an illusion.