My Story
(Ultra Condensed Version)
Well hello! Glad you stopped by. My name is Chris Whittaker, my friends call me Dub and I am here to be of service to you . At 23 years old I became sick with an unknown illness that affected my digestive system , which began with puking bile for 5 straight hours at the beach one day. Since that day my stomach, intestines and digestive system were in complete disarray for several years. I woke up everyday for over a year with nausea, stomach pains, low energy and severe gut inflammation. Along with those symptoms I experienced chronic fatigue, fainting spells, gnawing stomach pain, bloating, constipation, diarrhea, brain fog, depression, intense back pain, anxiety, overwhelming emotions and severe weight loss for the next several years . These symptoms occurred off and on for almost 4 years. I still have some back pain, but I have more energy then ever, an undying spirit and a constant desire to give. I have come to understand the mental, emotional and spiritual causes of physical pain, disease and suffering. I wish to share how to come to these insights on your own. Western medical practitioners could not find the cause of the illness after endoscopes, colonoscopies, x-rays, cat scan, ct scans, blood tests etc. On two separate occasions I was rushed to emergency for non-stop puking to the point of bile, then just simply dry heaving and profuse sweating for 24 hour periods or longer. On the second occasion I was turned away at the hospital, as they assumed it was food poisoning. I continued to puke bile in 15-20 minutes intervals for the next 2 days and was not able to eat. The following two days the puking stopped if I did not eat and was only able to drink small amounts of water. There is plenty more to this story, but I will spare the details for now. However brutal this all sounds so many amazing experiences occurred throughout this process and are still happening: many blessings, silver linings, intense love, incredible synchronicity, clarity invoking & life changing insights, deep appreciation for what I have and who I am, intuitive development, spiritual/mystical experiences, truth vibrations, relationship with the divine (experience of oneness with the light that we all come from), deeper relationships, connection and unity with nature, a miraculously heightened ability to learn, hidden talents, discovery of my true nature etc. I also discovered my purpose after intensely asking this question for years and that is to be of service to others. I am here to serve and am so grateful everyday that I have the opportunity to exist here in this life on earth. I am grateful that I feel so much love that I can not help but feel a responsibility to give this to others, as in reality there is no other, we are all consciousness being expressed in unique ways. Yes I understand this might sound paradoxical, but I promise if you stick around to hear my journey you will understand how such opposing experiences can occur simultaneously and/or right after another.
Pictures of myself from 2010 or earlier that demonstrate a strongly identified ego. This is before I became physically sick (I chose pictures where I was clearly trying to put on a front)
(2012-2015) After I Became Sick and Began to Experience a Conscious Awakening
Body Transformations
2010 (Before major signs of illness, weighed between 170-180 lbs)
First 3 Pictures (6 months after being sick, ) Next 2 pictures (12 months since becoming sick, 2011, weighed 128 lbs)
Next 3 pictures (2012, issues with bloating)
Next 3 pictures (2012, issues with bloating)
2013-2016 Body Transformation
Fall of 2016 at High Park - Toronto